Wanna Go Home

Life gets at me sometimes...not everytime, but sometimes when I am awake it creeps up and tries to convince me that I am actually asleep. Life can be cruel like that. I have the oddest dreams that I am asleep and waking nightmares invade my every moment. I am no longer free and to be quite honest I do not know the reason why. So here I am writing this in the middle of the early morning hoping that my brain will find the difference between my dreams and my waking life. To sleep again peacefully would be incredible but alas, there is no sleep to be had here.